So finally blogged. Let's begin with the day when everyone came back from camp. Haha. They were all exhausted. Then out of the blue, oliver and josh told me that travis left . Erm.. so all I can say is good luck in YMCA. And happens that I was even sicker than before. Fever. Just dunno why whenever sth bad happens, I have a fever. 2 days without sleep. Was tired but I couldn't sleep. Not able to accept the fact. Monday back to school. Everyone was asking me the same question. "Are you unhappy?" Just tired of answering everyone. Things went well for a few days. Went abit hyper. Well... learnt from jackie. :) Few homework->more time to sort things out->rest time. (Just so free) But friday I didnt seem to be able to take it anymore. Everything's fine in the begining, but when days past by, somehow just give up acting I'm tired of acting. Faking a smile while hiding all the pain inside isn't a healthy way to do so. Thx Pauline, Jackie and YY for everything. It's been a great help. Thinking about my past. Sth happen like this before. And before I dun have any real friends to count on. You should noe wad to do. So the next week was distracted. Taking the wrong train, humilating myself in english class (God. why did I say a train ticket instead of a movie ticket?) almost called _______ instead___________.( If I realli say this out, wonder how am I going to fix this mess), doing my math h/w twice... (Ms chai must have think I am crazy) I gotta focus rite now. Have been drifting off in class... To be honest, I am never like this. Just rite now did many stuff at the last minute. Well.. it's something i need to get use to. Received Progress report. Hmm... dissapointed again. Haha. Jackie says Shopping helps when you are down. Hmm.. still thinking abt it so I dun think so. Maybe I just need some time to let go of this. It's sth hard but I have no choice too. So ending off here... I dun feel like writing anymore.
Oh I forgot. And also Josh, good luck in RCHK.
So finally blogged. Let's begin with the day when everyone came back from camp. Haha. They were all exhausted. Then out of the blue, oliver and josh told me that travis left . Erm.. so all I can say is good luck in YMCA. And happens that I was even sicker than before. Fever. Just dunno why whenever sth bad happens, I have a fever. 2 days without sleep. Was tired but I couldn't sleep. Not able to accept the fact. Monday back to school. Everyone was asking me the same question. "Are you unhappy?" Just tired of answering everyone. Things went well for a few days. Went abit hyper. Well... learnt from jackie. :) Few homework->more time to sort things out->rest time. (Just so free) But friday I didnt seem to be able to take it anymore. Everything's fine in the begining, but when days past by, somehow just give up acting I'm tired of acting. Faking a smile while hiding all the pain inside isn't a healthy way to do so. Thx Pauline, Jackie and YY for everything. It's been a great help. Thinking about my past. Sth happen like this before. And before I dun have any real friends to count on. You should noe wad to do. So the next week was distracted. Taking the wrong train, humilating myself in english class (God. why did I say a train ticket instead of a movie ticket?) almost called _______ instead___________.( If I realli say this out, wonder how am I going to fix this mess), doing my math h/w twice... (Ms chai must have think I am crazy) I gotta focus rite now. Have been drifting off in class... To be honest, I am never like this. Just rite now did many stuff at the last minute. Well.. it's something i need to get use to. Received Progress report. Hmm... dissapointed again. Haha. Jackie says Shopping helps when you are down. Hmm.. still thinking abt it so I dun think so. Maybe I just need some time to let go of this. It's sth hard but I have no choice too. So ending off here... I dun feel like writing anymore.
Favorite SONGS: Just Want You To Know by Backstreet Boys, If I Let You Go by Westlife, Boulevard Of Broken Dreams by Green Day, Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls, My Love by Westlife, What If by Ashley Tisdale, When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus, Because Of You Kelly Clarkson, When I'm WIth You by Westlife, ...
Dislike SPORTS: Hockey, Long Distance Running, Baseball
Dislike BRANDS: erm... China Brands?
Dislike FOOD: Rojak, Bitter Guord, Eggplant, ..
DESIRES:
1. ipod touch
2. Get in a good JC (nah. I doubted it) Most likely polytechnic
3. Contact lens
4. Get good grades
5. Hapiness
6. Books
7. Sunglasses
8. Hmmm... couldn't think of anymore yet... updating later...
