New blog. Didn't feel like using my old blog anymore. Just felt like starting fresh, forget about what happened before.
So back to my life. Well.. didnt update my old blog for more than three weeks. Many stuff happened during that period of time. People breaking up, people getting back together, new couples (Maybe?) People who aren't that trustable anymore. Everyone's changing. Well... for me... still the same me...didnt change that much. Change just to fit in somehow. Things have been hectic ever since start of Sec 3. 3 test in 4 days, GP essay+product, coping with subjects and demands. Only slept a few hours everyday. Suffering from Insomia. GP's killing me. Mr Ong told me that GP's easy. Hah! Like real. Many ups and downs for me. Suddenly things are perfect--the way I want it to be, the next second, everything's gone. Have been learning to face the truth and just move on. This guy have been telling me to stop being a goody goody or being too kind to people. To be honest, I am not the girl you think you see. Nobody knows the other side of me. The bad side in fact. Well.. I am not pretending to be a different person. I just didnt show the other side of me. And besides treating people nicely well at least lesser people hate me. Talk about my past... Hai. forget about mentioning it. It's disasterous. Anyway, Sec 3 is kinda of a bad start. People lying to each other... Just right now dunno who to trust. Even the closest friends can't be trusted. Ok maybe? Better to keep some stuff to yourself after all huh? And things are not meant to know, it's better not to. Cause it gets u to hell lot of trouble. Too much on my mind Maybe worth seeing a counselor again?
I am just tired of studying rite now. Just dun wanna touch the books and slack off instead. Realli lucky I got the permission not to go to camp. Actually, I wanna be alone and sort of my life instead. Hear my inner thoughts How am I going to deal with certain people, certain goals, certain choices. Everything's a mess.
May not be updating that often as last time anymore. Been coming back at 7pm and not enough time to do h/w. Right now sick...Had a bad sore throat and yet I have to shout at my sisters. So yeah g2g. Bye.
New blog. Didn't feel like using my old blog anymore. Just felt like starting fresh, forget about what happened before.
So back to my life. Well.. didnt update my old blog for more than three weeks. Many stuff happened during that period of time. People breaking up, people getting back together, new couples (Maybe?) People who aren't that trustable anymore. Everyone's changing. Well... for me... still the same me...didnt change that much. Change just to fit in somehow. Things have been hectic ever since start of Sec 3. 3 test in 4 days, GP essay+product, coping with subjects and demands. Only slept a few hours everyday. Suffering from Insomia. GP's killing me. Mr Ong told me that GP's easy. Hah! Like real. Many ups and downs for me. Suddenly things are perfect--the way I want it to be, the next second, everything's gone. Have been learning to face the truth and just move on. This guy have been telling me to stop being a goody goody or being too kind to people. To be honest, I am not the girl you think you see. Nobody knows the other side of me. The bad side in fact. Well.. I am not pretending to be a different person. I just didnt show the other side of me. And besides treating people nicely well at least lesser people hate me. Talk about my past... Hai. forget about mentioning it. It's disasterous. Anyway, Sec 3 is kinda of a bad start. People lying to each other... Just right now dunno who to trust. Even the closest friends can't be trusted. Ok maybe? Better to keep some stuff to yourself after all huh? And things are not meant to know, it's better not to. Cause it gets u to hell lot of trouble. Too much on my mind Maybe worth seeing a counselor again?
I am just tired of studying rite now. Just dun wanna touch the books and slack off instead. Realli lucky I got the permission not to go to camp. Actually, I wanna be alone and sort of my life instead. Hear my inner thoughts How am I going to deal with certain people, certain goals, certain choices. Everything's a mess.
May not be updating that often as last time anymore. Been coming back at 7pm and not enough time to do h/w. Right now sick...Had a bad sore throat and yet I have to shout at my sisters. So yeah g2g. Bye.
Favorite SONGS: Just Want You To Know by Backstreet Boys, If I Let You Go by Westlife, Boulevard Of Broken Dreams by Green Day, Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls, My Love by Westlife, What If by Ashley Tisdale, When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus, Because Of You Kelly Clarkson, When I'm WIth You by Westlife, ...
Dislike SPORTS: Hockey, Long Distance Running, Baseball
Dislike BRANDS: erm... China Brands?
Dislike FOOD: Rojak, Bitter Guord, Eggplant, ..
DESIRES:
1. ipod touch
2. Get in a good JC (nah. I doubted it) Most likely polytechnic
3. Contact lens
4. Get good grades
5. Hapiness
6. Books
7. Sunglasses
8. Hmmm... couldn't think of anymore yet... updating later...
